The other day I realized that a lot of the intimacy had gone out of my marriage with my husband. He jumped out of bed to go to golf, and I was left lying there wondering why he did not make love to me in the mornings anymore. I had met my husband while I was still working for London escorts, and I had fallen head in heels in love with this most tender man. Lots of the girls at escorts in London had been super jealous, but now I found myself wondering what marriage was all about in many ways.
I gave up a lot to get married. At the time I did have a very good career at escorts in London, and I enjoyed my job. Like so many other girls who worked for London escorts at the time, I had come from nothing but still managed to build a good career, I had been able to buy my own flat, and when I got married, my husband talked me into selling my flat. It was my little bit of independence and I do miss it a lot. Yes, the money is still sitting in the bank but it is not the same thing at all.
When you work for London escorts you do get to hear a lot of hard luck stories. You soon realize that a lot of relationships fail because the intimacy goes out of them. In many ways that is what I feel is beginning to happen in my relationship with my husband. He is a few years older than I am, and he does not want me to work for London escorts or do anything else. I feel bored and very much like a trophy wife. He drags me out for parties, and expects me to be home when he gets home.
Like I have said to my friends at escorts in London, this is not really what I expected out of the relationship. I know it was a bit of a whirlwind romance, but it has to be more to life than just existing. I really miss working for London escorts, and I often think about some of the nice gents that I used to date when I was at escorts in London. Maybe I should put my foot down with my husband and tell him that I need to go back to work.
More than anything I miss being cuddled and the nice long chats I used to have with my husband. He is a really nice guy and he does spoil me rotten. However, there is a lot more to it than that, and I would like to bring something into the relationship. It would give me something to talk to him about, and I would also be doing something for myself. I am not sure that he realizes what he is doing, but having a chat to him is not easy at all. Talking about feelings and emotions is even more difficult.